January was to be quiet.
February - A few rehearsals, a few meetings, lots of planning and drawing.
March - Design & run a 4 week show.
April - Design & run a 4 week show.
May - Design & run a 2 week show.
Between the closing of one show and the opening of the next I have anywhere from 4 to 7 days. By May 16, I'd be done and ready to enjoy the next few months of peace.
Obviously, things didn't exactly go that way.
January - filled with doctor's appointments. Physical Therapy, Orthopedic Surgeon, Gastroenterologists, blood work, x-rays, blood work, CT scans, colonoscopy, blood work. Every other day I was at a hospital or doctor's office.
February - mixture of the same medical issues, with a handful of production meetings, planning, and another stint in the hospital due to the failed attempt at sleep driving on the highway in rush hour traffic. This caused me to drop the March show. I'm still pissed about that.
March - more doctor visits and blood work, but not as frequent. The last two weeks in March have become filled with production meetings and rehearsals. I'm back on my schedule and Lord willing, will complete it without further interruption.
Today I receive an email from a director who is working with the group I was supposed to be lighting right now. His show goes up mid April. Needs an LD. Hmm... With the guilt I feel for having to drop the last one, I'd really like to help. However, I have three days available next week, and three days available between when my April show opens and when he has his first audience. That's not much time. However... If the lights remain in the ceiling from the show I didn't do, it'll take no time to re-aim a couple specials and write cues. Provided of course the new show's set isn't too much different.
In the middle of looking at my calendar to determine if it was really worth it to try and help this guy out, my brain just stopped. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING? I know... I've been very sick, I totaled my car, I barely have the energy to walk up the steps to my apartment. I have to hang and focus the April show myself, and his show may require the same. I haven't been awake for more than 9 hours without a 2 hour nap since November. Did I reply back to Mr. Director with the few dates I had open? Yup. There's no better time than now to get myself back into shape!
Riiiiiigghhht.... Lunatic. But I'm a happy lunatic.